oh, come on skinny love

I don't know if you were looking at me or not
You probably smile like that all the time
And I don't mean to bother you but
I couldn't just walk by and not say "Hi"

And I know your name
'Cause everybody in here knows your name
And you're not looking for anything right now
So I don't wanna come on strong
Don't get me wrong

Your eyes are so intimidating
My heart is pounding but
It's just a conversation
No, girl I'm not wasted
You don't know me
I don't know you but I want to

I don't wanna steal your freedom
I don't wanna change your mind
I don't have to make you love me
I just wanna take your time

I don't wanna wreck your Friday
I ain't gonna waste my lines
I don't have to take your heart
I just wanna take your time

And I know it starts with "Hello"
And the next thing you know you're trying to be nice
And some guys getting too close
Trying to pick you up
Trying to get you drunk

And I'm sure one of your friends is about to come over here
'Cause she's supposed to save you from random guys
That talk too much and wanna stay too long
It's the same old song and dance but I think you know it well

You could've rolled your eyes
Told me to go to hell
Could've walked away
But you're still here
And I'm still here
Come on let's see where it goes

I don't wanna steal your freedom
I don't wanna change your mind
I don't have to make you love me
I just wanna take your time

I don't have to meet your mother
We don't have to cross that line
I don't wanna steal your covers
I just wanna take your time
 
#somuchtextlikeomg

You got me sipping on something

We fall for each other at the wrong time
Only for a moment, but I don't mind
Guess I don't know where to draw the line, the line, the line
And we'll play the same game every night

Up in the clouds you know how to make me want you
When we come down I know it's over

You don't know how to love me when you're sober
When the bottle's done you pull me closer
And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober

Why is it so different when we wake up?
Same lips, same kiss, but not the same touch
Don't you know that you do it just enough, but not enough
But I know what's next, and I want so much

Up in the clouds
Yeah, you know how to make me want you
When we come down
Oh I know, yeah I know, it's over

You don't know how to love me when you're sober
When the bottle's done you pull me closer
And you're saying all the things that you're supposed to
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober
 
You've got a hold on me
You're like a wasted dream
I gave you everything
But you don't know how to love me when you're sober

First you wanna go to the left, then you wanna turn right

One of my biggest problems have been that I always wanna be where I'm not. I can't find the peace to be content with where I am. There's always been other people I wanna meet or places I wanna see, but never something specific or long lasting enough for me to meet them or go there. Like when I was in school in Halmstad I always wanted to be in Gothenburg where all the action seemed to be. But there wasn't anything specific there I wanted to do, it was more that I knew Gothenburg would be better than being in Halmstad which was just a place of misery because of school.
 
The things and places I've left but can't(/have a hard time to) let go of are those where I'm happy to be exactly where I am. With a mind full of jumble mumbles and crap those are my safest places to hide. 
 
I don't know if I still feel this way out of habit but I can't seem to sit down long enough to figure out what to do with my life. I know I don't have to figure out everything right now, but I feel it would bring me a lot of peace figuring it out. Or maybe just find a new safe place. 😜
 
Plopp ❤️